I’m learning a lot in a short amount of time. This relationship is decidedly more difficult than my last serious relationship. That may sound like a bad thing, but really, it’s good. It’s forcing me to grow up more and be an adult. It’s tough though. Growing up isn’t easy; it doesn’t feel good; it’s not always clear what to do or how to act; you can’t always ask everyone about the things you have questions about.
The woman I’m going through all of this with is so kind and understanding. She values me and lets me know she does. She’s intelligent and self sufficient. I think we’re both a little frustrated with the way things are right now, but we’re getting through it together.
Now is the time to focus on the career move of getting a hospital job. I’m exhausted right now so I’m going to go to bed. I just wanted to write something today.